He knelt and gathered a little snow."Nay, I dream not; for this is snow: cold as the world's heart.It is bloody, too: what may that mean? Fool! 'tis from thy hand.I mind not the wound Ay, Isee: thorns.Welcome! kindly foes: I felt ye not, ye ran not into my heart.Ye are not cruel like men."He had risen, and was dragging his leaden limbs along, when he heard horses' feet and gay voices behind him.He turned with a joyful but wild hope that the soldiers had relented and were bringing Denys back.But no, it was a gay cavalcade.A gentleman of rank and his favourites in velvet and furs and feathers; and four or five armed retainers in buff jerkins.
They swept gaily by.
Gerard never looked at them after they were gone by: certain gay shadows had come and passed; that was all.He was like one in a dream.But he was rudely wakened; suddenly a voice in front of him cried harshly, "Stand and deliver!" and there were three of the gentleman's servants in front of him.They had ridden back to rob him.
"How, ye false knaves," said he, quite calmly; "would ye shame your noble master? He will hang ye to the nearest tree;" and with these words he drew his sword doggedly, and set his back to the hedge.
One of the men instantly levelled his petronel at him.
But another, less sanguinary, interposed."Be not so hasty! And be not thou so mad! Look yonder!"Gerard looked, and scarce a hundred yards off the nobleman and his friends had halted, and sat on their horses, looking at the lawless act, too proud to do their own dirty work, but not too proud to reap the fruit, and watch lest their agents should rob them of another man's money.
The milder servant then, a good-natured fellow, showed Gerard resistance was vain; reminded him common thieves often took the life as well as the purse.and assured him it cost a mint to be a gentleman; his master had lost money at play overnight, and was going to visit his leman, and so must take money where he saw it.
"Therefore, good youth, consider that we rob not for ourselves, and deliver us that fat purse at thy girdle without more ado, nor put us to the pain of slitting thy throat and taking it all the same.""This knave is right," said Gerard calmly.aloud but to himself.
"I ought not to fling away my life; Margaret would be so sorry.
Take then the poor man's purse to the rich man's pouch; and with it this; tell him, I pray the Holy Trinity each coin in it may burn his hand, and freeze his heart, and blast his soul for ever.
Begone and leave me to my sorrow!" He flung them the purse.
They rode away muttering; for his words pricked them a little; a very little: and he staggered on, penniless now as well as friendless, till he came to the edge of a wood.Then, though his heart could hardly feel this second blow, his judgment did; and he began to ask himself what was the use going further? He sat down on the hard road, and ran his nails into his hair, and tried to think for the best; a task all the more difficult that a strange drowsiness was stealing over him.Rome he could never reach without money.Denys had said, "Go to Strasbourg, and down the Rhine home." He would obey Denys.But how to get to Strasbourg without money?
Then suddenly seemed to ring in his ears -"Gyf the world prove harsh and cold, Come back to the hedde of gold.""And if I do I must go as her servant; I who am Margaret's.I am a-weary, a-weary.I will sleep, and dream all is as it was.Ah me, how happy were we an hour agone, we little knew how happy.There is a house: the owner well-to-do.What if I told him my wrong, and prayed his aid to retrieve my purse, and so to Rhine? Fool! is he not a man, like the rest? He would scorn me and trample me lower.
Denys cursed the race of men.That will I never; but oh, I begin to loathe and dread them.Nay, here will I lie till sunset: then darkling creep into this rich man's barn, and take by stealth a draught of milk or a handful o' grain, to keep body and soul together.God, who hath seen the rich rob me, will peradventure forgive me.They say 'tis ill sleeping on the snow.Death steals on such sleepers with muffled feet and honey breath.But what can I? I am a-weary, a-weary.Shall this be the wood where lie the wolves yon old man spoke of? I must e'en trust them: they are not men; and I am so a-weary."He crawled to the roadside, and stretched out his limbs on the snow, with a deep sigh.
"Ah, tear not thine hair so! teareth my heart to see thee.""Margaret.Never see me more.Poor Margaret."And the too tender heart was still.
And the constant lover, and friend of antique mould, lay silent on the snow; in peril from the weather, in peril from wild beasts, in peril from hunger, friendless and penniless in a strange land, and not halfway to Rome.