And wilt thou leave me thus?--say nay--say nay!
The scene shifts to Knights chambers in Bedes Inn.It was late in the evening of the day following his departure from Endelstow.
A drizzling rain descended upon London,forming a humid and dreary halo over every well-lighted street.The rain had not yet been prevalent long enough to give to rapid vehicles that clear and distinct rattle which follows the thorough washing of the stones by a drenching rain,but was just sufficient to make footway and roadway slippery,adhesive,and clogging to both feet and wheels.
Knight was standing by the fire,looking into its expiring embers,previously to emerging from his door for a dreary journey home to Richmond.His hat was on,and the gas turned off.The blind of the window overlooking the alley was not drawn down;and with the light from beneath,which shone over the ceiling of the room,came,in place of the usual babble,only the reduced clatter and quick speech which were the result of necessity rather than choice.
Whilst he thus stood,waiting for the expiration of the few minutes that were wanting to the time for his catching the train,a light tapping upon the door mingled with the other sounds that reached his ears.It was so faint at first that the outer noises were almost sufficient to drown it.Finding it repeated Knight crossed the lobby,crowded with books and rubbish,and opened the door.
A woman,closely muffled up,but visibly of fragile build,was standing on the landing under the gaslight.She sprang forward,flung her arms round Knights neck,and uttered a low cry--
O Harry,Harry,you are killing me!I could not help coming.
Dont send me away--dont!Forgive your Elfride for coming--I love you so!
Knights agitation and astonishment mastered him for a few moments.
Elfride!he cried,what does this mean?What have you done?
Do not hurt me and punish me--Oh,do not!I couldnt help coming;it was killing me.Last night,when you did not come back,I
could not bear it--I could not!Only let me be with you,and see your face,Harry;I dont ask for more.
Her eyelids were hot,heavy,and thick with excessive weeping,and the delicate rose-red of her cheeks was disfigured and inflamed by the constant chafing of the handkerchief in wiping her many tears.
Who is with you?Have you come alone?he hurriedly inquired.
Yes.When you did not come last night,I sat up hoping you would come--and the night was all agony--and I waited on and on,and you did not come!Then when it was morning,and your letter said you were gone,I could not endure it;and I ran away from them to St.
Launces,and came by the train.And I have been all day travelling to you,and you wont make me go away again,will you,Harry,because I shall always love you till I die?
Yet it is wrong for you to stay.O Elfride!what have you committed yourself to?It is ruin to your good name to run to me like this!Has not your first experience been sufficient to keep you from these things?
My name!Harry,I shall soon die,and what good will my name be to me then?Oh,could I but be the man and you the woman,I would not leave you for such a little fault as mine!Do not think it was so vile a thing in me to run away with him.Ah,how I wish you could have run away with twenty women before you knew me,that I might show you I would think it no fault,but be glad to get you after them all,so that I had you!If you only knew me through and through,how true I am,Harry.Cannot I be yours?Say you love me just the same,and dont let me be separated from you again,will you?I cannot bear it--all the long hours and days and nights going on,and you not there,but away because you hate me!
Not hate you,Elfride,he said gently,and supported her with his arm.But you cannot stay here now--just at present,I mean.
I suppose I must not--I wish I might.I am afraid that if--you lose sight of me--something dark will happen,and we shall not meet again.Harry,if I am not good enough to be your wife,I wish I could be your servant and live with you,and not be sent away never to see you again.I dont mind what it is except that!
No,I cannot send you away:I cannot.God knows what dark future may arise out of this evenings work;but I cannot send you away!
You must sit down,and I will endeavour to collect my thoughts and see what had better be done.
At that moment a loud knocking at the house door was heard by both,accompanied by a hurried ringing of the bell that echoed from attic to basement.The door was quickly opened,and after a few hasty words of converse in the hall,heavy footsteps ascended the stairs.
The face of Mr.Swancourt,flushed,grieved,and stern,appeared round the landing of the staircase.He came higher up,and stood beside them.Glancing over and past Knight with silent indignation,he turned to the trembling girl.
O Elfride!and have I found you at last?Are these your tricks,madam?When will you get rid of your idiocies,and conduct yourself like a decent woman?Is my family name and house to be disgraced by acts that would be a scandal to a washerwomans daughter?Come along,madam;come!
She is so weary!said Knight,in a voice of intensest anguish.
Mr.Swancourt,dont be harsh with her--let me beg of you to be tender with her,and love her!