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他为了照顾我们，给我们买吃的、穿的，缴纳房款，工作多拼命呀。
这就是你爸爸向我们表达爱的方式。
在我生命中的每一天，爸爸都在用行动和付出对我说着他爱我。
After Mom died，I began visiting Dad every morning before I went to work.He was frail1 and moved slowly，but he always had a glass of freshly squeezed2 orange juice on the kitchen table for me，along with an unsigned note reading，'Drink your juice.'Such a gesture，I knew，was as far as Dad had ever been able to go in expressing his love.In fact，I remember，as a kid I had questioned Mom'Why doesn't Dad love me？'Mom frowned.'Who says he doesn't love you？''Well，he never tells me，'I complained.'He never tells me either，'she said，smiling.'But look how hard he works to take care of us，to buy us food and clothes，and to pay for this house.That's how your father tells us he loves us.'Then Mom held me by the shoulders and asked，'Do you understand？'
I nodded slowly.I understood in my head，but not in my heart.I still wanted my father to put his arms around me and tell me he loved me.Dad owned and operated a small scrap Metal business，and after school I often hung around while he worked.I always hoped he'd ask me to help and then praised me for what I did.He never asked.His tasks were too dangerous for a young boy to attempt，and Mom was already worried enough that he'd hurt himself.Dad's hand fed scrap steel into a device that chopped it as cleanly as a butcher chops a rack of ribs.The machine looked like a giant pair of scissors，with blades thicker than my father's body.If he didn't feed those terrifying blades just right，he risked serious injury.
'Why don't you hire someone to do that for you？'Mom asked Dad one night as she bent over him and rubbed his aching shoulders with a strong smelling liniment.'Why don't you hire a cook？'Dad asked，giving her one of his rare smiles.Mom straightened and put her hands on her hips.'What's the matter，Ike？Don't you like my cooking？''Sure I like your cooking.But if I could afford a helper，then you could afford a cook.'Dad laughed，and for the first time I realized that my father had a sense of humor.The chopping machine wasn't the only hazard3 in his business.He had an acetylene4 torch for cutting thick steel plates and beams.To my ears the torch hissed louder than a steam locomotive，and when he used it to cut through steel，it blew off thousands of tiny pieces of molten metal that swarmed5 around him like angry fireflies.
Many years later，during my first daily visit，after drinking the juice my father had squeezed for me，I walked over，hugged him and said，'I love you，Dad.'From then on I did this every morning.My father never told me how he felt about my hugs，and there was never any expression on his face when I gave them.Then one morning，pressed for time，I drank my juice and made for the door.