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第17章 和你在一起 (3)

“The total comes to 102.91. ” said the checker. I didn't bat an eye. The pen ran over that blank check faster than I could legibly write. It didn't matter that the mortgage was due soon or that I really didn't have the extra hundred dollars to spend. Nothing mattered besides seeing that this family had some food. I was amazed at my own intensity and the overwhelming motivation that compelled me to spend a hundred dollars on a total stranger. Yet, at the same time, I felt like the luckiest person in the world. To be able to give this man and his beloved companions a tiny bit of something of which I had so much opened the floodgates of gratitude in my own heart.

The icing on the cake was the look on Wayne's face when I returned with all the groceries. “Here are just a few things... ”I said as the dogs looked on with great anticipation. I wanted to avoid any awkwardness, so I hastily petted the dogs.

“Good luck to you,” I said and held out my hand.

“Thank you and God bless you; now I won’t have to sell my dogs.” His smile shone brightly in the deepening darkness.

It’s true that people are more complicated than animals, but sometimes they can be as easy to read. Wayne was a good person, someone who looked at a dog and saw family. In my book, a man like that deserves to be happy.

Later, on my way home, I purposely drove past that same corner. Wayne and the dogs were gone. But they have stayed for a long time in my heart and mind. Perhaps I will run into them again someday. I like to think that it all turned out well for them.

一个年轻人绕着拉斯维加斯市中心繁忙的街角踱来踱去,他表情绝望,一只手举着皱巴巴的纸板,上面潦草地写着:身无分文——需要狗食;另一只手牵着狗链子。

狗链上拴着一只不满一岁的爱斯基摩小狗,离他们不远的灯柱上,系着一只大些的相同品种的狗。严冬将至,它在凛冽的寒风中嚎叫着,那悲惨的叫声数里外都能听见,它似乎知道自己的命运。它的身旁立着一个牌子,写着“待售”的字样。

我暂时忘了自己的目的地,迅速掉转车头,径自驶向这三个无家可归者。我车子的后备箱一直都存有猫狗的粮食,多年来我一直有这种习惯。我以这种方式来帮助那些我不能收养的动物,这些猫狗粮也能帮助我引诱那些受惊吓的狗脱离马路上的危险。帮助那些在困境中的动物一直是我的自发行为。

我把车子停在最近的地方,拿出一包5磅重的狗食和一罐水,又从钱包里掏出20美元。我小心翼翼地靠近那个衣衫褴褛的年轻人和他那可怜的狗狗们。如果这个人伤害了这些动物,或者把它们当成博得怜悯的工具,我就会很气愤。大狗正可怜地仰天呜嚎着。就在我走近他们之前,一辆卡车在他们旁边停下来,问大狗卖多少钱。

“50美元,”角落里的年轻人答道,然后很快补充了一句,“但我确实不想卖。”

“它有执照吗?”

“没有。”

“它阉割过吗?”

“没有。”

“它多大了?”

“5岁。我真不愿把它卖掉,我只是需要一些钱给它买点吃的。”

“如果我有50美元,就会把它买下。”绿灯亮了,卡车加速开走了。

年轻人摇摇头,继续无精打采地在人行道上踱来踱去。注意到我向他走来,他便停下来看着我,小狗也开始摇晃尾巴。

“嗨。”我走近后,和他打了个招呼。年轻人文雅而友好,从他的眼神可以看出,他确实遇到了麻烦。

“我这里有一些食物可以给你的狗吃。”我说。他愣了愣,拿起袋子,我又把水放在他们面前。

“你还带来了水?”他惊讶地问。我们在大狗旁边蹲下,小狗欢喜地跟我打招呼。

“那个叫TC,它叫狗狗,我叫韦恩。”那条悲伤的大狗早就停止了吠叫,来看罐子里的东西。

“发生了什么事,韦恩?”我随口问道,而后又感到有些冒失,但他却答得简单而干脆。“哦,我刚从亚利桑那搬到这里,还没找到事做。这个节骨眼儿上,我连狗都养不起。”

“那你现在在哪住?”

“就住在那边的卡车里。”他指着停在附近的一辆破旧不堪的车子说。车身很长,还有个外壳,至少他们暂时有了避风港。

小狗爬到我的膝盖上,伏着不动了。我问韦恩做哪类工作。

“我做技工和焊工,”他说,“但这里找不到相关的工作,我找了好久。这两只狗是我唯一的亲人,我真的不想卖掉它们,可又实在没法养活它们。”

他一遍又一遍地说着:他不想卖掉它们,但又养不起它们。每次他重复这些话时,脸上都露出痛苦的表情,就像他不得已要卖掉自己的孩子一样。

这个时候,不经意地递给他一张20元似乎是最合适不过了,希望我不会进一步刺伤他已经颤抖着的自尊。“哦,拿这个给自己买些吃的。”

“噢,谢谢,”他缓缓答道,目光不敢直视我,“这都够我们找个房间过夜了。”

“你在这里已经多久了?”

“整整一天了。”

“没人停下来帮你们吗?”

“没有,你是第一个。”当时已是傍晚,夜幕很快降临了。太阳落山时,这边沙漠地区的温度会降到华氏30多度。

我的脑子飞快地转着,心想今天他们可能没吃上一顿饭,或许很多天没吃了,只是长久地待在他们暂时勉强当做栖息之所的破车内,冻得缩成一团。

在这个城市里看到乞丐是司空见惯的事,但这个人却与众不同,因为他不是为自己乞讨。他更关心的是他的狗,而把自己的温饱问题置之度外。作为一个养着九只狗,并且非常喜爱宠物狗的人,我被深深感动了。

我始终不明白当时是什么样的感情激励着我去采取下一步行动,我只是觉得,这是我必须做的事。我问他能否在那里等我回来,他点点头,露出一丝笑容。

我开车飞驰到最近的食品杂货店,像是被谁催促着一样,我疾步走进去,推了一辆手推车。我从第一个货架开始,一直走到店的另一头才停下来。我恨不得以更快的速度把那些东西拿下货架。我想,就只买些必需品,够他们吃几个星期,能维持他们生存的食物。花生油和果冻、面包、罐头、果汁、水果、蔬菜、狗食、更多的狗食(准确地说,是40磅。),还有磨牙玩具,他们的生活需要乐趣。我还买了一些其他的必需品,终于大功告成了。

“一共是102.91美元。”收银员说。我眼睛眨都不眨一下,几乎看都没看支票就签了字。不久就要缴分期房款了,我并不在意这计划之外的100多美元花销。没有什么能比解决这个家庭的温饱问题更重要的事情了。我惊异于自己这种不可遏制的动机,驱使自己在一个素不相识的人身上花掉100美元。然而,与此同时,我又觉得自己是世界上最幸运的人。感谢上苍,能让我有机会给这个人和他所爱的伴侣一点点东西,而我却有许多这样的东西。

当我拿着这些东西回来时,韦恩喜出望外。“这点东西……”我说。这时那两只狗眼巴巴地望着我,我急忙去抚摩它们,以避免尴尬。

“祝你好运。”我把手伸向他说道。

“谢谢你,愿上帝保佑你,现在我不用卖狗了。”他的笑容在渐浓的夜色中更灿烂了。

有时,人确实比动物复杂得多,但有时他们却又很容易读懂。韦恩是个好人,他把狗看成是家庭成员。在我的信仰字典里,这样的人理应获得快乐。

之后,在回家的路上,我又特意从那个街角驶过。韦恩和那些狗都已经走了,但是他们却将长久地驻留在我心间。也许有朝一日我会再次邂逅他们,那时他们会一切如意的。

心灵小语

在这个城市里看到乞丐是司空见惯的事,但这个人却与众不同,因为他不是为自己乞讨。他更关心的是他的狗,而把自己的温饱问题置之度外。他的善良拯救了他和他的狗。

记忆填空

1. My mind went into fast-forward as I pictured the three of them going even a single meal today, perhaps for days, and spending many long, hours cooped up in their inadequate , makeshift shelter.

2.“Here are just a few things... ”I as the dogs looked on with great anticipation. I wanted to any awkwardness, so I hastily petted the .

3. It’s that people are more complicated animals, but sometimes they can be as to read.

佳句翻译

1. 我暂时忘了自己的目的地,迅速掉转车头,径自驶向这三个无家可归者。

2. 我小心翼翼地靠近那个衣衫褴褛的年轻人和他那可怜的狗狗们。

3. 当我拿着这些东西回来时,韦恩喜出望外。

短语应用

1. Attached to the leash was a husky pup no more than a year old.

no more than:不超过,不多于,至多

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2. Not far from them was an older dog of the same breed, chained to a lamppost.

far from:远非,远离

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我的朋友麦克

A Friend of Mine

J. B. 卡林顿 / J.B. Garrington

The first time I met him I was impressed by the far-away look in his eyes. They were such sad eyes, eyes that made you think of old sorrows, old dreams, old mysteries of life. They were certainly the windows of his soul. We were soon on familiar terms and I noticed a quick response to a kindly spoken word, a manner that expressed keen interest in any small attention. You know the type, I’m sure, the sort that unless you try entirely absorbed in yourself you can not help liking, cannot help wanting to be kind to.